Dearest CHIPU
Why am I missing you so much?
I know there's no right moment to lose someone, so life ain't always what it seems to be. But I still can't believe you are gone. Since then, I can't stop thinking about you, I do want or need it, don't I?
For the past months, I was only thinking about of myself and struggle towards my goal.
Right now, I have so much to ask to myself, "Was it so significant to you? "Why didn't I give time to him? Wish I could turn back time......
Unfortunately, I realize that you are the most precious thing in my life after you left. It's really weird that you are a dog but you surely are our family and my best friend. It's like you have all of me, and my everything.
I know I should move on but you know what Chipu, even though it's so sorrowful for me, I really want to reminisce our lost memories. We did have been together for quite some time.
I can assure you that we'll play together again when my time will come. I can't wait that moment but till the day, you should enjoy and take care always. I assume you have so many friends than I am over there. Maybe, you can get a girlfriend. It will be your first time, huh^^? So, you introduce her to me.
So far, I feel you are here .....When I get home, I feel you still here... I'm waiting for that every single day.
Anyway, I'm gonna miss you and I love you so badly CHIPU^^
今回は、日本語訳を書くのを控えます。恥ずかしくて言えないことも、英語だと書くことが出来ました。